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Post by carleyminix on Feb 17, 2020 22:17:34 GMT -5
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Post by carleyminix on Feb 17, 2020 22:20:29 GMT -5
Feel free to roast me viewers! (Just not too harsh I'm sensitive jfofjeor)
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Post by ugheddie on Feb 18, 2020 13:20:20 GMT -5
Welcome to your confessional thread! Every round you will be required to upload two confessionals. You can choose between recording two separate videos each being four(+) minutes in length, or record one video four(+) minutes in length plus a written text confessional. Please make sure when uploading your confessionals to YouTube that they are UNLISTED so that way no one is able to know your truest thoughts besides the viewers and production! If you do not know how to do this or need help learning how to upload to YouTube, please message production so we can help you learn! Remember, confessionals are the best way for production/viewers to understand your game from your perspective. So don't hold anything back, just like the real show! Every round production will create a new thread with new confessional topics in case you're stumped on what to say!
Round Two Confessional Topics:
1. Were you shocked to see Kollyn go home?
2. What are your thoughts on how this season's twist has played out so far?
3. Having swapped twice now, how do you plan to manage the connections you've made should you make it to merge?
4. Who do you think is playing the best game right now? Why?
5. Do you have any regrets about your game so far? How are you going to recover from mistakes you've potentially made?
6. Who's your favorite production member? Be honest!
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Post by carleyminix on Feb 18, 2020 17:16:40 GMT -5
LOL @ ME WITH QUESTION 1 EDDIE JFVJFODVJFE
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Post by carleyminix on Feb 18, 2020 17:55:54 GMT -5
Ok so... In my humble opinion, Survivor, and therefore All Out, is all about adaptability. I've been saying this entire game that all you have to do is survive 3 days at a time. If you can just get through the round things change so quickly, and it's never over until the vote count is read. I'm too damn stubborn and competitive to ever give up, so I took the night to decompress and plan what comes next for me, and how I adapt to this new role I have found myself in.
I think my biggest flaw thus far has been looking at numbers as opposed to people. I connected with Elyse, but messed that connection up for numbers. I really liked Georgina and Jenny, but potentially jeopardized my relationships with them to vote where I thought the numbers were. I understand that this is a numbers game at the end of the day, but there is something to be said for intuition. Genuine human connection is much more powerful than relationships built out of game convenience. With that being said, I am going to listen to my gut more carefully. It isn't always a bad thing to play emotionally or instinctually.
ok on to what I have actually been doing since last night to try and help myself:
1. Explain to everyone the TRUTH (mostly) about my relationship with Kollyn. I was NOT CLOSE WITH HIM AND DID NOT WANT TO WORK WITH HIM HFEIIWJFO. Between last night and tonight I have spoken to everyone on call except for Jack, However, he and I have messaged about what happened, and I have made it known that I would have been 100% willing to vote him out last night.
2. During my conversations I have noticed a general fear/dislike for Austin, so I have capitalized on that by making it known that I ALSO WANT TO VOTE AUSTIN OUT. I have wanted that since round 2, and have the true story of how those boys lied to CJ and I about the Idol as an anecdote to support that.
3. really attempted to try to appeal to emotions. I've used fake tears, and now I kill whoever I need to with kindness. I need to come across as unthreatening and underestimated as possible at this point.
4. Working on building my interpersonal relationships. It's harder to vote someone out when you like them. I asked Sam to call tonight while we are on a "break" from the game until the challenge comes out, and just talk as humans not as gamers. Since she's a teacher and I remember her mentioning education reform and wanting to teach in underserved communities, I watched Ted Talks on those things today LOL
5. Dropped (not so subtle) hints to the girls about how I felt betrayed by Waylon lying to me. Honestly, between him fucking us over with his big mouth and getting CJ eliminated, and now this, I'm over him. I'm ready for him to go, and want to be apart of making it happen.
6. Reminded everyone that I lost CJ and have absolutely no one in this game now. CJ is gone, Elyse and Emily I was working against, Waylon just lied to me and broke my trust, and I don't really like Austin. I am a FREE AGENT. I can be useful af to a group if they pull me in. I have a vote to offer, and no one to meet up with at merge to leave them for.
7. Hope like hell we win immunity to give me more time to work things out lol
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Post by carleyminix on Feb 19, 2020 21:58:14 GMT -5
I feel a ton of pressure to preform in this immunity challenge. I purposefully volunteered for a physical one knowing I could practice it over and over again. My ass is sore, and my wrists are in PAIN, so if I didn't win my match up I'm going to be devastated. I think 28 seconds is pretty damn good, but I don't want to be overly confident. I feel like I still need my tribe to pull out a victory, but if we don't, I think it is imperative that I at least carry my weight in my part.
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