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Post by ugheddie on Feb 18, 2020 13:23:22 GMT -5
Welcome to your confessional thread! Every round you will be required to upload two confessionals. You can choose between recording two separate videos each being four(+) minutes in length, or record one video four(+) minutes in length plus a written text confessional. Please make sure when uploading your confessionals to YouTube that they are UNLISTED so that way no one is able to know your truest thoughts besides the viewers and production! If you do not know how to do this or need help learning how to upload to YouTube, please message production so we can help you learn! Remember, confessionals are the best way for production/viewers to understand your game from your perspective. So don't hold anything back, just like the real show! Every round production will create a new thread with new confessional topics in case you're stumped on what to say!
Round Two Confessional Topics:
1. Were you shocked to see Kollyn go home?
2. What are your thoughts on how this season's twist has played out so far?
3. Having swapped twice now, how do you plan to manage the connections you've made should you make it to merge?
4. Who do you think is playing the best game right now? Why?
5. Do you have any regrets about your game so far? How are you going to recover from mistakes you've potentially made?
6. Who's your favorite production member? Be honest!
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 18, 2020 23:45:38 GMT -5
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 18, 2020 23:57:02 GMT -5
Oh also Nicole told me she was a captain!
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 18, 2020 23:57:45 GMT -5
And she suspects that Jack is the other captain. But Jack drafted a tribe of all people that he's never met if that's the case, which tbh sounds like something Jack would do
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 19, 2020 16:40:35 GMT -5
I'm genuinely so conflicted you guys. I feel like the VL is screaming at "Be a better ally! Fight for Biniam! Don't just let him go!" And usually I would, like I usually fight to keep my people. Maybe the solution is just to vote for Austin, he threw out Emily's name to me so I could probably get her on board even if Nicole wouldn't like it.
Really I think my best move is to eliminate Lee, but without Elyse's vote, getting the votes there is tough. Plus there is something to be said for losing Biniam and seeming weak going into a merge, but I need to ensure that I'm not actually becoming weak in the process.
I know that if Biniam goes, the sides will be Austin, Waylon, and co vs Georgina, Jenny and co. If Austin goes, the sides become far less clear. I also know that Austin will not make it to the end of this game whereas Biniam totally could, like no way do people let Austin into the finals. And Austin says he wants to work with me so he could be the perfect kind of ally, even if I don't expect 100% loyalty.
I need to keep myself safe first and foremost. But if I sacrifice Biniam here, I hope Biniam and all the players/viewers realize that I'm being actively passive and making a calculated choice and not just letting someone I trust die over someone I don't for no reason. Idk, it's complicated and I could see why people might think booting Biniam is the wrong choice. I'm not convinced that it isn't myself.
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 19, 2020 16:48:02 GMT -5
Austin- Biniam
Lee- Austin I guess?
Biniam- Austin
Emily- Lee
Elyse- Elyse
Nicole- Ugghhh I guess Lee? But she doesn't even want that
Silas- Lee
So in theory's it's doable as a 3-2-1-1, if I coerce Nicole who doesn't even want that boot. But that's such a display of power immediately before the merge. Even if I could do it, idk if it would be good longterm.
So the alternative is letting it come down to Biniam vs Austin and seeing how things play out and who falls down on which side. Emily's opinion matters a lot, which is weird because she's least active on this tribe
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 19, 2020 16:51:55 GMT -5
I don't even know what reason I would give to Nicole to convince her of that plan hahahaha. I'm sure I could come up with something though.
I suppose I could leave her out too and burn Emily's extra vote? Why not burn all of my allies to get rid of Lee, who probably doesn't even have a problem with me??? Ahahahhahaha
Just thinking aloud here. Don't take me seriously
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 20, 2020 16:43:39 GMT -5
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 20, 2020 18:33:47 GMT -5
Oh god I feel sick to my stomach. I'm teying to stay positive. But this could so easily be me, like all it takes is a few people lying.
Lee has given me his word that he won't vote for me though and honestly, I believe him. Or I want to believe him. So if that's the case, I should be ok?
Idk I'm trying my best here. I'm a social threat according to these people, and this last swap before merge spot has been a weakness in my game before. I don't think was a good swap for me, but I'm proud of myself if I survive it. And if I don't, I do think I played a good game and with a different swap would have been ok
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 20, 2020 18:34:22 GMT -5
Austin says he's "up-in-the-air" to Nicole which is like highkey worrying
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 20, 2020 19:35:27 GMT -5
Ughhhhhh stressssssss
This is the most stressed I've been about a tribal in a long time, certainly in a Skype game. I don't usually know I'm getting votes, usually if I go it's a total blindside. I really feel like I could be going. But if I do, I had an absolute blast and made so many friends.
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 20, 2020 20:40:10 GMT -5
So apparently there was some secret ulterior plan to vote Emily and the votes for me were just a front??? I have no freaking clue.
I trust Elyse. She is still my number one. I'm telling her I want to go to the end with her, and at this point, I mean it. But she also just told Austin that she has a self-vote which makes us sooooooo vulnerable.
I swear if I die or if Elyse dies, I'm going to be so sad. But I've had fun in this game no matter what, and even if it was stressful, in this round in particular. I feel like I have at least some allies who want to stick with me.
With that said, I have no clue who Biniam is voting at this point. I do not trust that it's not me. I do not trust that it's Emily. I wouldn't be shocked if it was Elyse. Really it could be anyone, and that is extremely worrying, because there are plans going on I'm not a part of.
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Post by SilasJ on Feb 20, 2020 20:41:27 GMT -5
Also Austin and Emily are in a call with Elyse right now, and if the call is breaking the news to her that it's me, I'm going to be so sad.
It's just such a scary mess tbh. I just want to live to see merge and seek refuge in the welcoming arms of Sam, Georgina, and Jenny.
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