Round Nine Confessional Thread

[ugheddie]

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Round Nine Confessional Topics:

1. Were you shocked to see Biniam go home?
2. What do you think is the best part about your game right now? Why?
3. Having swapped twice now, is there anyone you haven't met that you are excited to meet?
4. With half the cast now gone, what is the biggest obstacle from you getting to the $1,000 prize?
5. Is there anyone you would die for that's left in the game?

[samlechner]

Biniam is gone, and I am sad. Filmed this guy IMMEDIATELY after I found out, when my heart was shattered into pieces. 

Updates on how I'm feeling this morning are on the way  

[samlechner]

Alllllllrighty humans, here are the thoughts of the day thus far.

Biniam being gone. OOF. That one still hurts, and my heart is still sad.

But here's the tea. I just miss him as a human. The mans isn't dead. We can still chat and be friends after March 14. But honestly? Him being out of the game? Is not? Horrible for me?

Since the beginning of the game, I've had to keep Biniam in check. The dude constantly spouted off crazy plans to me and then asked me if we should try them. My answer was always NO calm the fuck DOWN. If I had to guess.... no one on the other tribe was telling Biniam to calm the fuck down.

Elyse had a self-vote, and there was an extra vote stolen. That means that 1 on Elyse, 1 not taken, 1 on who Biniam voted for.... There are only 4 votes left, and to get majority, three had to be on Biniam, yes? So like..... Biniam goes wack and tries for some shit that I normally would've stopped him from doing and gets his dumb ass voted out.

Frankly, as much as I miss him on a human level, he was dangerous in the game for me. He was too brash. I couldn't stop him from doing everything.

If I was on the other tribe, and Biniam was going to go... I would've obviously tried to stop it a little. But if it was unstoppable and it would've made too much of a fuss for me to save him, I would've let him go. The part that sucks is that I wasn't expecting it. I wasn't in on it. I didn't see it coming, and it hit me like a huge shock. That part wasn't great. I wish I would've seen him go on my own terms. Also would've LOVED to have that fucker on the jury. We all know where his vote would've gone.

While it sucks for your number one to be taken out this early, I think I'm going to be just fine. I have like 5 other people waiting in the wings to fill that spot.

Jenny will take it. Jenny is my girl. I love that bitch. She's also a great shield because people think she's some super threat (which is like.... fine with me. I'll protect her for sure).

Then Carley. I'm a Carley S T A N. She's a good person, we have great conversations, and the girl legit has no one. The yellows are nice to her too, but I think I've made more of an effort/given her more info to trust me.

Then we have my sweet angel Waylon..... who loves me so much. That's really all we need to say there. I already know I'm going to hell, okay?

Then we have Jack. I had a GREAT conversation with Jack last night. We talked for an hour about like.... every game we've ever played and he was completely open with me. It was awesome. He's great. Love Jack. I actually believe that we're working together now. I'm slightly worried that he took the joke of me saying that I wanted to vote him out in the tribe chat seriously tho, lol. SO uhhhhhh hopefully he didn't because I don't.

Then Georgina. Listen, she's a sweetheart. But like... I have barely talked to this woman recently. It's ridiculous. Maybe I'm the only one, idk. I should reach out to Jenny and see if they've communicated. I don't want to lose Georgina's number at the merge to the other side. Really don't care if we vote her herself out, but like.... don't wanna give the other tribe any advantage at the merge.

Then we have Elyse. Probably my first target come merge, tbh. I just imagine she's currently having the same thoughts as me, you know? She's a good fucking player and she doesn't want her win invalidated by our early game. She's gonna come for me, but I'm gonna get there first. That's that on that.

Silas. I imagine still loves me??? why wouldn't he. I think that getting most popular player in the game ensures that he actually was being real when he said he wanted to work with me. So even though an OG Sadani went home (which means he flitted back to his OG Cavaso alliance in this swap probably).... I'm gonna assume he's still with me. And now he coullddddd be with me AND Jack. I think I want to take Jack far in this game. Mostly because...... hot.

Anyway!

Uh who is left

Oh, Lee and Emily.

Emily and I were hella pals once upon a time. We bonded as fuck. I can swoop her back up no problemo.

Lee I would love to get rid of because I didn't even want him in the game on that first vote. He should already be gone TWICE. First Biniam saves him, then Austin saves him.... byeeeeeeeee (also he knows I wanted him to go in that first vote probably so I doubt he's tryna get in my corner lol)

Then there's Austin and Nicole. I have literally no information on Nicole. I'm sure she's lovely.

Austin is public enemy number one for like.... our entire Basino tribe, so I can't imagine he'll last very long post-merge. If Jack wants him gone, I'll do it. I have no probs taking one of the two players that I've never met out of this game :')

[samlechner]

YA GIRL IS ABOUT TO MAKE THE MERRRRRGEEEEE!!!

is anyone surprised? Absolutely not. A queen stays queen, always. We all knew I'd be here. Just as we all know I'll be sitting at final tribal :')

Here are some pre-merge thoughts that I have via video. Happy Saturday night, y'all.

[malkon]

You will be happy to know I saved your confessional for last tonight (cuz you're the best ).

[samlechner]

Ok that was a GOOD decision Malkon- good thinking!!!!!!