Post by samlechner on Feb 27, 2020 1:15:01 GMT -5
What is up my loyal fans, hello!!
We are starting this round with a written confessional because I'm sitting in bed post-shower, and I do NOT look cute enough to be on camera, nor do I want to put on proper clothing. So let's get right to it!
The vote went pretty much exactly as I expected! Who's surprised! Not me!
There were two votes gambled, and I knew them within 5.5 seconds of tribal being over. I know everything, I am omniscient. Although I will admit I have no fucking clue who has the merge idol. Tbh I really don't care who does though, assuming they don't use it to idol me out lol
Anyway, this round had some casualties.
1. My relationship with Carley. I have been talking to Carley more than anyone else in the game since Basino. Carley is a fucking cool person, and I absolutely love her. I think she is a phenomenal human and a really great player. I feel like I gave her so many opportunities on this vote to be in on it. I wanted her to know we weren't voting Waylon. But I also knew she wouldn't accept it. I couldn't risk the vote, and she's really hurt. Better defined, she's pretty pissed that I lied to her about it. Probably because of how close we've gotten in the last week since I swore up and down to her that I wanted to work with her after Kollyn left. I've played a game once before where I scorned a girl twice on two different votes by keeping her out of it.... I assumed that she was going to come back to me after that anyway, and I was desperately wrong. You get a second chance, rarely, in this game.... but if you blow that, you're done. I'm done with Carley. I don't think she's coming back to me after this one.
2. Silas-- this one probably should've been the first casualty, but honestly, Carley is the one I care about most. Yeah, Silas is gone but like.... I don't care. Silas had NO intent of going to the end of this game with me, which is evidently clear from his exit from the game tonight. He reamed Georgina about how he was totally going to the end with her and blah blah blah. And then he offhandedly goes "And you, Sam! Both of you!" I'm sorry, sir, that I'm not an idiot. But I'm not going to let you pretend like you had any intention of working with me long term. Nope! Nada! Bye bitch!
3. My early jury rep-- My reputation in the jury so far is..... less than stellar. The two mans in there do not like ya girl. I am a little worried about my jury management as a villain because these people are not going to like me when I send them that way. Idk, I'm just a little concerned that people won't be able to see past their pettiness.
4. Elyse and I's relationship-- I put this one last because I really don't think Elyse and I took a HUGE hit, but we definitely got hurt a little. I don't think she blames me for participating in the Silas vote, and I don't think she's mad at me for not telling her. But it also just very clearly painted us on opposite sides of this game. I got the episode title because I said in my prod chat that "we both knew this was gonna happen" to Devon.... meaning that both Devon and I knew that the game was going to surmount at a Sam v Elyse peak and there was nothing to do to stop it. We're both queen bees. We all knew.
Anyway, I'm so fucking tired. That's the tea for tonight because I'm about to fall asleep midsentence. Later!
We are starting this round with a written confessional because I'm sitting in bed post-shower, and I do NOT look cute enough to be on camera, nor do I want to put on proper clothing. So let's get right to it!
The vote went pretty much exactly as I expected! Who's surprised! Not me!
There were two votes gambled, and I knew them within 5.5 seconds of tribal being over. I know everything, I am omniscient. Although I will admit I have no fucking clue who has the merge idol. Tbh I really don't care who does though, assuming they don't use it to idol me out lol
Anyway, this round had some casualties.
1. My relationship with Carley. I have been talking to Carley more than anyone else in the game since Basino. Carley is a fucking cool person, and I absolutely love her. I think she is a phenomenal human and a really great player. I feel like I gave her so many opportunities on this vote to be in on it. I wanted her to know we weren't voting Waylon. But I also knew she wouldn't accept it. I couldn't risk the vote, and she's really hurt. Better defined, she's pretty pissed that I lied to her about it. Probably because of how close we've gotten in the last week since I swore up and down to her that I wanted to work with her after Kollyn left. I've played a game once before where I scorned a girl twice on two different votes by keeping her out of it.... I assumed that she was going to come back to me after that anyway, and I was desperately wrong. You get a second chance, rarely, in this game.... but if you blow that, you're done. I'm done with Carley. I don't think she's coming back to me after this one.
2. Silas-- this one probably should've been the first casualty, but honestly, Carley is the one I care about most. Yeah, Silas is gone but like.... I don't care. Silas had NO intent of going to the end of this game with me, which is evidently clear from his exit from the game tonight. He reamed Georgina about how he was totally going to the end with her and blah blah blah. And then he offhandedly goes "And you, Sam! Both of you!" I'm sorry, sir, that I'm not an idiot. But I'm not going to let you pretend like you had any intention of working with me long term. Nope! Nada! Bye bitch!
3. My early jury rep-- My reputation in the jury so far is..... less than stellar. The two mans in there do not like ya girl. I am a little worried about my jury management as a villain because these people are not going to like me when I send them that way. Idk, I'm just a little concerned that people won't be able to see past their pettiness.
4. Elyse and I's relationship-- I put this one last because I really don't think Elyse and I took a HUGE hit, but we definitely got hurt a little. I don't think she blames me for participating in the Silas vote, and I don't think she's mad at me for not telling her. But it also just very clearly painted us on opposite sides of this game. I got the episode title because I said in my prod chat that "we both knew this was gonna happen" to Devon.... meaning that both Devon and I knew that the game was going to surmount at a Sam v Elyse peak and there was nothing to do to stop it. We're both queen bees. We all knew.
Anyway, I'm so fucking tired. That's the tea for tonight because I'm about to fall asleep midsentence. Later!