ALLLLLLLRIGHTYYYYYYY FRIENDS, ROMANS, & COUNTRYPERSONS
This ish will be my final confessional before tribal bc ya girl is gonna be boarding her final flight back to NM very shortly here.
Again, as is the theme of many of my confessionals thus far, I cannot even EXPRESS to you how well I am doing in this game so far. I know we’re not very far in. I get that. I know that the biggest struggles (tribe swap, merge) are yet to come. I know that I will eventually emerge as a very big threat. But
RIGHT NOW....
Everyone on my tribe thinks that they are my number one ally. (Except maybe Lee?)
I am THREE people’s number one ally (potentially NOT Josh, that mans is... to quote Emily.... “sticking his hand in all the honey pots”) (wait isn’t a honey pot a sexual innuendo for a vagina?
Fuck ok maybe let’s not use that metaphor for me and josh then lmao no thx he is nooooot my type yikes)
Anyway
Biniam and Emily both trust me endlessly. Going into a tribe swap.... I’m set. Going into another vote with this tribe..... I’m set. If anything, I’m just going to have to protect Biniam in the next vote if we stay on these tribes. Biniam and I will have to turn Emily on josh, but that is also to say that I’ll have to convince Biniam not to go for Emily...... yeesh I hope we tribe swap or we win out lol I’m really gonna have to put in some work if we dont.
I haven’t talked to Biniam a ton tonight, but I know he’s unhappy about the lee vote and is worried about keeping Emily in. It doesn’t seem like Emily is very good at talking to everyone, even the people she doesn’t want to work with. That’s not great for me because now Biniam does noooooot trust her, ugh.
I’m not so much worried about this vote, as I am about the future that this vote leads to. It sets me up super well, but it does not set Biniam up as well. And I cannot have him doubting me or doing anything dumb.
Mostly can’t afford Biniam doing anything dumb because I just made THE BIGGEST GAME MIstakE OF MY fucking LIFE and led emily to the fuckin idol. I was still on clue number 3, and I led her through clue 2 (bc I already solved it) thinking that she would also get stuck on clue 3.
THEN MY DUMB ASS SOLVED CLUE 3 WHILE ON CALL WITH HER. JESUS CRIMONY WHAT AM I DOING
so we get past that, and she manages to get through clue 4 in no time at fucking all. Absolutely no time. Which tbh i probs would not have gotten the fourth clue so it’s good that she did, especially if the idol disappears at tribe swap or merge. I wonder if we tribe swap to new tribes......... if I can use the new tribe’s “not important number” to try and steal their idol for myself......, that could be neat!!!
Anyway
I basically handed Emily the idol instead of getting it myself. I’ve officially put myself in a position where EVERYONE on my tribe has an advantage except for me lol hope I don’t need one in the future 😂😂😂
Oh well. I’m a social player. I’ll be fine. I’m fine! Everything is fine.
My flight is boarding, talk to you fuckers later. Love u all, shots on me when I win this whole mfin game
Fuck ok maybe let’s not use that metaphor for me and josh then lmao no thx he is nooooot my type yikes)