EMOTIONAL TRAUMA CONFESSIONAL THREAD (START OF ROUND 11)

[samlechner]

I made this confessional right after tribal. I have already calmed down quite a bit, but tonight was rough... i'm not gonna lie. 

I feel like I want to talk through this via writing because there are so many feelings compounded in me, but I also feel like I really want to sleep. So I think my full breakdown will come tomorrow. I have teacher training anyway, so like.... I'll have time. 

But overall-- I have nothing to be fucking ashamed of, I did nothing wrong, and I will not let a man belittle me. I am done crying, and I am done feeling bad about it. That's the fucking tea for tonight.

[andra]

💜💜

[samlechner]

Hey hello how are ya-- ya girl is back, and she is no longer a straight sad boi.


Take this tea & remember this moment when I win the whole damn thing. 

Austin, if you're reading this.... next time you challenge someone to a foot race, pick a player who isn't the Usain Bolt of this game. Try something a little more your speed. Thanks!! :-) 

[samlechner]

Alrighty friends!!

Say hello to my last confessional of the round.

This one is gonna be a good one!!!! :’)

So here I am, right after the challenge last night, when I hear the words “Sam.... Waylon is throwing your name out.”

Bitch I’m sorry what

Waylon

The man


Who is madly in love with me.....


Is throwing my name out?? Good jokes, thank god I kept ONE of my showmances completely under wraps.

So basically the Motogo try to convince me that Waylon is throwing my name. They do the same to Jack- Waylon wanted to take him out. They do the same to Georgina— shes a threat Bc Jenny is in exile. They tell Emily that Waylon wants to take me out because they know she cares about me.

These bitches are trying to swing back the numbers and sorry but it’s just not gonna work that way!!! My only worries in all of this are two-fold.

1. Carley will be on the wrong side of the vote. I tried to talk to her, I really did. But she wants Waylon gone. I can’t risk the vote more than I already have to give her more info. I just can’t.

2. Jack might be in trouble next round. I think Waylon is going to flip, and I’m scared Emily will want to go with him and take out Jack. Frankly, I would love to take out Elyse & Nicole back to back after Silas goes. Then Waylon. Then worry about the rest at final 6 or whatever.

Jack will NOT be going home. He will not. I refuse. Jack & I will be going deep in this game together. That’s it. I have decided. That is the tea.

I think the more that I actually think about my alliances though, Emily is my number one. I trust her with everything in me. I love her. She’s my end game.

Anywho.... here goes nothing! See you on the other side!